So i know it has been a long @$$ time since i have written in this. But i need to vent so here it is :

-My best friend is back stabbing me.
-My bf and i had a fight.
-One guy is making me question my bf.
-I have 2 jobs.
-My best friend never talk or hangs with me.
-My best friend is rude/bitchy when we do talk.
-I miss my brother so much.
-I have major bills to pay off consisting of 480$.
-I'm having trouble with math.
-I have drivers training.
-Life seems so confusing.
...I just want my bestie to be the one who is there for me.. like she used to. I used to be able to tell her everything... Now she is drifting apart, and talking behind my back =[

My bf is 19, has a kid, doesnt have a steady job, never comes to see me, and never pays for anything. I honestly don't think he is going far, and my best friend doesnt know half of this because she is to busy with other people, or is snotty when i do talk about my relationships.

I am falling for a guy who is totally different from any other guy i have liked/dated. But i have doubts.

And last... Raven.. I miss you so much it hurts. I can't believe you told sam what i said.. and i can't believe how negative u always are to me.. your like my sister and i trusted you with everything..

I'm just so upset and confused right now, i dont know where to turn but to myself. I miss the way things were when i was a kid, growing up is just not as great as its made out to be...

-Angela Ann </3 =[