Phew.. I Angela have definitly fallen for Dylan. I don't want to really i dont. Tonight.. Dylan wanted to let me in a little more, so he told me about his past love life.. Sounds like he is interested and wants things clear right? You couldnt be more wrong.. He is so great, amazing,nice, and sooo handsome. But his past is going to make or break him at this point. He is not looking for a relationship right now, and i was selfish before, i could not understand why, why he would not want a relationship, and why not with me of all people, i mean we text day and night, we talk about silly things, flirt.. But what made him feel that way.. I found out tonight. And Dylan just needs a break, i still deeply care for him, as i always will, weather he is a great friend, or we do become more. I definitly feel a deeper connection between us now.. I honestly dont beleive he tells everyone what he has told me tonight. And it just brings me closer. Also, i have told him of my history.. Just the major points, in which NONE of my friends know.. Except for one, Raven Francess. And this is only because i love her like a sister. But why did i tell Dylan?? I dont ever tell people of personal problems and love life at that type of depth.. This clearly has connected me to him even more..

oh and i sent an e-mail to my ex chris while i was crying due to the personal info dylan told me. And yes i do miss the mother fucker who called me a bitch. And we will see how it goes from there.. I bet no one is guna even read this.. Hm.